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Jon The Dead Husband

from Hate The Government, Love You by Virtual Bird

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I remember, I pause, I sit in bed.
Worried about you, what's inside your head
You said that you’d be here but you shoot instead
Now I feel empty, life amounted to drugs
Is the heroin better, am I not enough
Apparently not, it must be good stuff.
Straining to tell you, it’s draining my love.
I put my face down crossed arms like ians brother
I can’t come over, because of your mother.
She can’t accept that you might like dicks
Paused to remember that you want to quit
But you can’t, you’re too sad. You’re a drug addict just like your dad
They didn’t say where your grave was after you passed
And I still can’t look in the mirror and admit that it happened
I love you but it’s time to divorce, it’s not reciprocrated because you’re no more
I want to love again with not feeling guilty
It feels like ghost is trying to bill me
For some dinner we had 5 years ago
You know that I love now please god let go.

I don’t want to wake up from my nightmare because you’re in it
Cuz when I wake up I feel like i’m finished
Every positive is all still diminished
Until I pull it together and close off the prison.

It’s a mask that I put over my tragic past
It’s a film, of fakened security over a cast
That keeps me together that keeps me at ease
Still makes it hard to speak, still makes it hard to breathe.

What do I say, when I can’t hear my thoughts
What do I say, when clouded judgement floats my way
What do I say, when I shrug you off
What do I do, when these things prevent me from connecting to you.

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from Hate The Government, Love You, released October 31, 2020

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Hi, I make songs about what I think. If you like what you hear and you think you can collaborate to it, send me an email at whimsicalbox@live.com

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